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When he got home after seeing the posting about Bucky, William went straight to his chores and tries to work himself tired. Horus followed him around, bumping his ankles and finally hopping onto his shoulder to sit. He absently patted Horus, who just was there and purring. In time he ran out of things to do and Mark came to find him for dinner, he kept quiet since he was tired and hungry, but tried to look alright. He didn't want to worry anyone, Horus stayed by him and he fell asleep quickly.

The casualty lists covered the kitchen table as they searched through the names from Chancellorsville and Vicksburg. All the names seemed to blur together and he saw his mother trying not to cry as she read, so many men, so many named Evans. There were other names he knew; James Barnes, Michael Westen, Steve Rogers, Thomas Gavin, Gene Hunt, Adrian Shephard.

It hurt where Mark was hugging, holding on as tight as he could in the hope that their father would be safe. He couldn't cry, he had to be strong for everyone, he was the man of the house. Mark was squeezing too much and he caught he gasped.


Then he woke up to find Horus almost sitting on his face and giving him a look, he reached up to shift Horus and felt the tears on his face. He wiped them away and whispered to Horus, "I'm fine, go on back to sleep."

Horus meowed at him before settling himself between William and where Mark was still sleeping.

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Oct. 28th, 2012 08:09 pm
not_his_pa: (what now?)
Before he went up to bed after talking to Bucky, his door returned. William considered writing a note before he coughed and decided, best to just leave now, it might not stay long.

On the other side of the door as always, nothing had really changed, which made it easier to adjust. The rhythm of life went on as it did before with chores throughout the day, making sure that Mark got to school and their mother was happy, as happy as she could be. She always looked tired and he wished there was a way to tell her that in a strange other place, Dan Evans walked and lived a half life and missed her. Maybe someday he would find a way to let her know.

When he dreamed of Mark dying again, he woke up and stared into the shadows. This time there was no one there as Mark peered at him and mumbled about getting more sleep. It was still tricky to sleep as he worried what he would dream about, but he did sleep and there were no more shadowy figures in his dreams.

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